pupbear

beyond the dreams are heightened senses of aromatic gestures... loves told as fairytale and all happily ever afters... clouds to catch your body when you fall from grace... angels and friends to guide and light up your path... giant erasers to erase mistakes from your past and your present... rest and security to guard your energy from leaving your body... big hugs to surround you when you are lonesome... cups to collect for the poor, for the tears and for the compliments... and love for everyone whether you kno how to love or not...

 one million cries one million games one million mouths scream out our names one million stories one million tales one million wins one million fails a million dreams are to be dreamt one million tears are to be wept one million lakes one million seas one million birds one million bees a million clouds left in the sky a million clouds to pass you by one million bells are to be rung one million songs are to be sung one million couples one million dances one million stares of two romances one million lows one million highs one million breathes one million sighs one breath one beat smile cheek to cheek one million bodi

stalking far behind the race, you lay a path for me to trace. some neverending road of wonder, with paths that left me thrown asunder, and to this day i dont kno how i could have ever let you drown in seas that cry into the nite, while im still soaring in this flight. tho drifting down i cannot see how you could ever be with me. ive never wondered what itd be like if i had stayed to keep this fight; stayed bound to you, feet bolted down, arms all tied up with you i drown. so ill say a prayer for you all nites, in retired gloves of countless fights.

so i'll say a lil prayer before i go to bed even tho i dont have a god to believe in. i'll dream of the perfect boy who plays guitar and smells of toasted marshmallows even tho he doesn't exist. i'll lie through my teeth and tell them i'm going out for a walk even tho i hate to walk. i'll take my cat to sleep with me even tho i kno he'll leave me in the middle of the nite. so whats new with you and are you the one who haunts me ? the one who performs me sexual favors ? are you the one who tells me things of sweet phantasy's that i dream of in the middle of the nite ? or are you the one who lulls me to sleep to sweet dreams of suicide ? i love

heavens open up and the sun shines down and the breeze passing by without a sound so the beats softly cooing in the daylight time and the rhymes flowing out like a freestyle chime as the smoke burns a whole in your fields of dreams and the linen falls apart to the sign of your sleeves the blossoms growing up to the sky above to the clouds soft as down like a little dove and you think to yourself on this sunshine day close your eyes pass you by nothing left to say....

if you trip me then i fall. if you hit me then i brawl. im taken aback and hittin the sack in this two timed twisted world double fisted. seeming like a dream, watchin my eyes gleam. finished the slur, tone def whir. never have a clue always thinking blue. tie me up to the bedpost and leave me as i am. turn the volume up and leave it as it stands. you always say im wrong, out of tune in song. the clock says two and i say boo, and everything in between, or at least it seems. neverending has it come to the end it will and send the game is over and this is too.

tears are streaming down my face a hopeless piercing human race, the walls are up our faith is down all smiles now turned upside down, and inside out we're all the same undying pleasure fear of pain, we're living in an endless hole playing parts of every role, catch the heart strings to the blade and cut the ties from bondage reign,

twist and turn in thoughts of fear. bloated dreams run through my ears. never sleeping so it seems. tattered thoughts of hopes and dreams. wanting so to end it all. catch myself. i feel me fall. waiting wanting to return. for your body i do yearn. reaching out to grasp your hair. but pulling back in full despair. i only  wish that it were you. until my guilt will pay my dues.